Gemma LOUISE Shallis

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Tributes For Week Commencing 13th June 2011

Mon

☆ Somewhere beyond the sunset
☆ Where angels never die
☆ You sleep in a beautiful garden
☆ Beneath a golden sky

Tue

☆ Wishing on a special star
☆ Look above and there you are
☆ Set within the sky I see
☆ Special angel watching over me.

Wed

☆ In A Land Above The Clouds
☆ Where Rainbows Are So Bright
☆ Live Our Precious Angels
☆ They Shine In The Stars At Night

Thu

☆ Such Beautiful Precious Memories
☆ They Help Soften The Blow
☆ For Losing You Was Such A Heartache
☆ Safe In Our Heart -You'll Never Go


Fri

Until we meet again
There will never be a time
When sweet memories of you
Wont be in this heart of mine.

For, we shared so much happiness
And a special bond
That filled my days with joy
As lives path I walk along.

And, now that your no longer here,
To share life with me each day
The million tears that I have shed
Are never far away.

Barbara J Laing

Sat

~*~ A Special Candle ~*~

~*~ We light a special candle
~*~ For our angels In the sky
~*~ We visit their gardens
~*~ Sometime with a tear in our eye

~*~ We miss our special angels
~*~ Morning and night
~*~ We cant wait to see them
~*~ And hold them very tight

~*~ But till that time arrives
~*~ I wish you our special angels
~*~ Goodnight
~*~ Sleep Tight
~*~ KEEP SHINING BRIGHT ~*~

Copyright Jo Dalton Sep 2010

Sun

*ღ* The Fork In The Road *ღ*

We reached a fork on a quiet woodland path
One quiet afternoon on a beautiful rainbow filled day
I was unaware as we began our peaceful walk
We were on separate paths and would each go a different way.
*♥*
Had I known this was to be our last walk together
As we shared a blissful morning and a cozy afternoon
Would I have planned for the day another way
Knowing that our journey together would end this soon?
*♥*
But perhaps this is how it really needs to be
By not knowing it was a good day, free of pain
So I hold on to the memories of our time together
And remember you until our paths will cross again.
*♥*
And had I but known how the day would go
I could have prepared for what came my way,
But it would have clouded the time with sadness
And taken away from us one last perfect day.

*ღ* By Candace *ღ*

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________დდდ____(▒)(▒)…Thoughts Today
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_დდდ__დდდდდ._(▒)(▒)……Memories Forever
დდდდდდდდდ....เ ๓เรร ץ๏ย
დდდდდდდდდ.___(▒)(▒)…Angela ~~ Christopher’s
_დდდდდდდდ___(▒)(♥)(▒)
_____დდდდდ.____(▒)(▒)…Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe

June 11, 2011

Guilty

Feel like Ive let you down today. I didnt cry much. Cause I wouldnt let myself. Did this morning when I wrote on your wall, but made myself try and forget for the rest of the day. I just cant let myself get in that state of mind this year, cause Im unstable enough as it is :( I know youd understand and I know youd HATE for me to spend the day in bed crying, but I cant help but feel guilty that I didnt shed more tears for you.

You know I love you, You know I miss you, You know I think of you everyday, You know I cry at least 100 other times of the year for you... but I still feel weird today. As I said, Like I let you down.

Gem, I need you, I always do and I always will. Nothing will ever change how hard life is without you. Wish you knew what a massive hole you've left in so many of our lives. Maybe in hindsight, you'd realize how many people would have jumped to save you, taken away your pain to save you, or taken your place to save you.

Ok, Im gonna go now before I get angry at you for doing this to yourself and everyone. Dont wanna get in that state either cause I KNOW a huge breakdown will follow... and I hate being angry at you. Can't help but love loving you :p

Miss you always precious midget gem, wish you were still on the other end of the phone and really hope youre at peace baby girl.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Rhiannon Davies (Best Friend)

May 2, 2011

You learn to live with the future
You learn to live with the past
You learn to live with the present
You learn to live with the mask

Of the sadness and grief that you’re feeling
Each and every day
When you know they’re not coming back
They’ve left and are staying away

The hurt and the pain never eases
Of the sadness of being apart
The feeling of loss and depression
That stays in the depths of your heart

Of your loved ones the love and affection
You felt for them when they were here
And the sadness and sheer desperation
Of knowing they’ll never be near

To hug you and tell you they love you
But one thing I think you will find
They live on in all of our memories
In our hearts in our souls in our minds!

Diane Shallis (Mum)

April 2, 2011

This just ain't fair :(xxx

Debbie Galsworthy (Aunt)

February 20, 2011

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hi gem hope your ok up there missing you so bloody much..i finally chose out my tattoo that im getting for you..and yes its a rose :) love you loadz!! xx

Abs (Cousin)

December 18, 2010

21st Birthday! x

Happy Birthday Gemma
21 today!
All our Love
Mum, Dad, Becci and David
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Diane Shallis (Mum)

August 18, 2010

Happy 21st Birthday Angel

I love you so much,
Though I'm not on the Earth,
Please celebrate with me,
The day of my birth.

Don't get me a gift,
Just think of me here,
I'm in heaven with Jesus,
Amidst bliss, joy, and good cheer!

Delight in the memories,
Of my love now and then,
'Til that wonderful day,
When I see you again.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Jodie Pool (Close Friend)

August 18, 2010

the big birthday

happy 21st birthday gem
if only u were here to celebrate as u should xxxxx

Kaiya (Family Friend)

August 18, 2010

Wanted to be the first..

So here's an early birthday message, same as last years and the same one I'll use every year. Happy 21st precious girl. I ALWAYS.. will love and miss you


Your blonde and pink hair,
Those beautiful bright eyes,
Got taken away,
Up to the skies
The days get dull
As do the nights
I cant help but wish
You put up more of a fight

There’s a way to keep living,
But never forgetting,
Cause there’s not a day
that we don’t spend regretting
Was there more someone could have done?
To keep our light
Our ray of sun!
There’s something we missed,
We just couldn’t see
If I had one wish
You’d be here with me

Today is special,
And marks a beautiful life
But every year
will hurt like a knife
Good times have been shared
But Only memories remain
I wish everyday.. I could take away your pain

Though your not here
To enjoy your day
We’ll celebrate in style
Cause it was always your way
Your courage, your strength,
The love that you gave
I wish everyday
I could be that brave
So smile and laugh
And watch from above
If I could steal your birthday wish
Id ask for just one more hug

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Rhiannon Davies (Best Friend)

August 17, 2010

Angel

Not by choice but by God's Will
We've been left with memories that will only fill

A part of us that's left behind
Like dust in the wind and soon to find

That although we have faith, the day has come
That this dream is real and we're no longer numb

The presence of what I know in my heart
Will keep us together, never to part

Your smile has graced us to no end
A time for all of us to begin

Laughing, loving, caring for each
We no longer search, it's within our reach

You have blessed us all with something we lack
We will learn from you and always look back

God's Will has left us with a part of you
That will grace each day with a morning dew

To wake up to butterflies fluttering about
And the knowledge that we are not without

Your smile, your laughter, your love, your appeal
This, my dear, must be God'sWill.

I wanted to leave you something as I watched something on TV tonight and it made me think about you. My mum has a picture of you with Claire Dobbs on your last day of school in pizza hut. It's crazy to think you were the age I am now in that picture. So gorgeous and beautiful for your age you were darling. My mum has spoken to your mum about the picture, and my mum will be passing it on to her. We had a nice chat about you earlier and how you had everything ahead of you. It hurts, it really does. You'r mum still walks around with a beautiful smile on her face, but deep down she misses you more than ever. We even had a chat about you not that long ago, well not a chat, but i told her you were in a better place, because you are, and how you'll always be taking care of her, and everybody else. Richard's just had a baby boy, he's gorgeous, and his name is Cameron. People may look at this and think I'm sad because I never really knew you, but you and my brother went thru primary and secondry school. Doing this makes me feel a bit better, as I feel I'm actually talking to you. I remember the day I found out you passed away, and I thought it was a sick joke. At that time I was going thru a bad patch, and I prayed to you. I hope you're keeping well up there angel, and I hope you're always smiling. I miss you in a strange way, you shouldn't have gone. I'll always, miss you, think about you and love you. God bless beautiful.

Charlotte Bodes X

July 7, 2010