Gemma LOUISE Shallis

Show me Heaven!

Oh why can't I see Heaven
Is it way up in the sky
Can I get there by car or train
Or maybe I could fly

I'd like to make a visit
For a week or just a day
To visit with my family
There's things I'd like to say

To tell them how I miss them
Of that I'm sure they know
To let me know if they're ok
And why they had to go

Heart attack, Suicide, Cancer
That took them all away
I'm left here now to cope with grief
I live with it each day

If I could just find Heaven
I'd only stay a while
To see my loved one's faces
To watch them as they smile

Has anybody got a map
To help me find my way
I only want to visit
I promise I wont stay

I will not make a nuisance
of myself whilst I am there
I only want to tell them
How much I really care

How much they all have meant to me
Of which they had no doubt
And then I'd give them one last kiss
And quietly creep out

Then I would be happy
To come back here to wait
Until I see them once again
Outside those Pearly Gates

To welcome me with open arms
No more waiting to be had
Grandparents, Cousins, Pets,
My Daughter and my Dad!

Diane Shallis (Mum) August 14, 2009

Memory is a lovely lane
Where hearts are ever true
A lane we so often travel down
Because it leads to you.

I am so sorry that I have not been on the site as much recently, but I am always thinking of you and your family with love. God bless. Angie xx

Angie Illingworth July 28, 2009

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When we are in need of comfort
We walk down memory lane,
There we see you smiling
We talk with you again,
And as we wander slowly back
We seem to hear you say
Don't grieve. don't cry, my family,
We'll meet again some day.

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Carol Gerry X Spud July 21, 2009

You've always been and you'll always be..

Since the begining of time, all you did was bless me
I was too naive to understand, but your my best friend.

How could I forget you?
Never think about you?
Dont you know nothings possible without you?

'Faith without fear', thats how they raised me
Words a man can kill but it never phased me,
Im grateful for everything you gave me
But still, im here Gem..
Wondering 'could she save me?'

I praise your name
I know alot of people do
Everyone knows we could never escape you :)
Now I'm trying to live right
And pray you take me through
So with this song, I dedicate to you.

Gem you mean the world to me
Before you left, you saved me
You always hear me when I'm calling
Even catch me when I'm falling.
Your the closest one to me
I surrender all to thee.
I want the whole wide world to see,
That you've always been and you'll always be.. my best friend

Sometimes I reminice and wonder how I made it this far.
Because of you, I'm me.. Your my real star.

Because of your heignsight, I know its time to get my mind right.
Do it for you and let you shine bright.
My bestfriend, now you teach the truth.
'Plant the seeds of life and let them eat the fruit'

Can't you see she's there for you?
She shared for you, cared for you,
Cried for and died for you?

When I think of you, I dont get down
I just remember the drama we'd bring whenever we hit town :)

Just remember when you pray, Gem is above.
Gracefull, my angel, forgave anyone who showed love.

Gem you mean the world to me,
Before you left, you saved me
You always hear me when I'm calling
Even catch me when I'm falling.
Your the closest one to me
I surrender all to thee.
I want the whole wide world to see,
That you've always been and you'll always be.. my best friend




I love you so much, miss you more than you could EVER know.
Love always angel, still trying to be strong.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Rhiannon Davies (Best Friend) July 20, 2009

I am now in Heaven,
The gates have opened wide,
And now I have the privilege
Of walking by His side.
The angel choir is singing
And the music is so sweet;
I'll join them just as soon
As I have worshiped at His feet.



I am now in Heaven,
The blood washed throng is here;
I recognize a lot of them,
There's not a single tear.

There's joy beyond description
And reunions by the score;
There'll be no more separations,
For we'll be here evermore.



I am now in Heaven,
Please wipe away your tears;
I've fought the battle, run the race,
And I'm rid of all my fears.

There is no pain or sorrow here,
The heartaches now are past;
I've read and sung of Heaven,
And now I'm here at last!



I am now in Heaven,
And oh, this place is grand!
No one could have ever told me
Of all the beauty in this land.

Since I cannot describe it,
You'll have to come and see
That it was worth the many trials
To live here for all eternity!


~ Author Unknown ~

Carol Gerry X Spud July 16, 2009

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Im giving you this message & it’s sent from god above
He says that he is with you & he’s sending you his love.
Im to tell you that your loved one is not that far away
She’s waiting up in heaven where you’ll unite again one day.
Do not stop the tears you cry for there sent from god above.
They are not a sign of weakness, but a representation of your love.
Each tear is filled with memories of a time that you both shared
So when a tear runs down your face, gods reminding you they’re there.
That’s why at night when your alone & you toss & turn to sleep
That the pain inside overwhelms your heart & it cuts so hard & deep.
If you stop & look inside your heart, it’s not the pain you bear,
It’s all the good times god let you have & allowed you all to share.
Death is a graduation of life on earth & the memories are the tears.
Each tear represents a moment in time that will last throughout the years.
Now close your eyes & be at peace & know you’ll meet again.
God love’s you so , He wont let go & his grace will never end.

Carol Gerry X Spud July 12, 2009

Mum, please don't feel guilty
It was just my time to go.
I see you are still feeling sad,
And the tears just seem to flow.
We all come to earth for our lifetime,
And for some it's not many years
I don't want you to keep crying
You are shedding so many tears.
I haven't really left you
Even though it may seem so.
I have just gone to my heavenly home,
And I'm closer to you than you know.
Just believe that when you say my name
I'm standing next to you,
I know you long to see me,
But there's nothing I can do.
But I'll still send you messages
And hope you understand,
That when your time comes to cross over,
I'll be there to take your hand.

Carol Gerry X Spud July 2, 2009

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Im no longer by your side,
But theres no need to weep,
Ive left sweet recollations,
Im hoping you will keep.

Eternal joy & memories,
Stay in our hearts forever,
Strengthening our special bond,
That parting cannot sever.

So now it’s time to journey on
Just let your faith be strong,
For I am in a better place…
Im home where I belong.

But, still, if times of loneliness
Bring sorrow & dismay,
Don’t dispair ,for I am there…
Just a memory away.

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Carol Gerry X Spud June 25, 2009

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Each night we shed a silent tear,
As we speak to you in prayer.
To let you know we love you,
And just how much we care.
Take our million teardrops,
Wrap them up in love,
Then ask the wind to carry them,
To you in heaven above.
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Love always Carol....ㄨㄨㄨ

Carol Gerry X Spud May 22, 2009

Dear All,

As this is going to be a difficult week for our family I am lighting the candles & tribute for this week today.
I want to make sure all your angels don’t miss out on the candles and tributes I hope you all understand

I will be back on Sunday with Monday’s candle

It would have been Christopher’s Birthday on Wednesday, he was on his way home from having a drink to celebrate his 27th Birthday when the accident happened and sadly he died 2 days later.

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In our hearts your memory lingers
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear angel
That we do not think of you.

For Mon

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We know that you're beside us,
In everything we do,
But life's just not the same
Now that we've lost you

For Tues

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Things I feel most deeply
Are the hardest things to say
My dearest one, I love you
In a very special way

For Wed

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Your life was a blessing
Your memory a treasure
You are loved beyond words
And missed beyond measure

For Thur

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Tribute For The Weekend

I'm sending a dove to heaven
With a parcel on its wings.
Be careful how you open it
It’s full of beautiful things

Inside are a million kisses
Wrapped up in a million hugs
To say how much you mean to us
And send you all our love

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Babies are angels
That fly to earth
Their wings disappear
At the time of there birth

One look in their eye
And we're never the same
They're part of us now
And that part has a name

That part is your heart
And a bond that won’t sever
Our babies are angels
And we love them forever

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It happens without warning
Time and time again
I go along and join the flow
But still remember when

You were there to share it all
That made it all worth while
The memories keep flooding back
And once again I smile

Then reality returns to me
And once again your gone
If only this little dream I have
Could simply just go on

I try and hide the heartache
But I feel it none the less
These are my words I send to you
I MISS YOU……..

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Just the average family
We didn't ask for more.
Then life was changed completely
With that knock upon our door.

This awful thing had happened
And none of us knew why.
You were never coming back again
And we didn't say goodbye.

Our world just fell to pieces
We cried with disbelief.
We had to stick together
To overcome our grief.

We'll never understand it
It all seems so unfair.
We wish we'd hear that knock again
And see you standing there.

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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe May 19, 2009