Gemma LOUISE Shallis

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Seeing an angel always reminds me
That although you aren't here
You're being embraced by angels
So there is not a thing to fear
And someday I shall see you again
With a smile upon your face
Because this is what God has promised
Once I leave this earthly place
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Carol Gerry X Spud March 19, 2009

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I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way.
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Carol Gerry X Spud March 10, 2009

miss you angel, take care
charlotte bodes x

Charlotte Bodes X March 6, 2009

RIP Gemmalou xxxxx

We wernt prepared for you to go you were too full of life to be. Taken away from us so soon its still hard to believe. How much we will miss your smile and your laughter in our ears. Your absense leaves a hole in us, were filling with our tears. You taught us how to be our best, to in the moment live, to never hold a grudge for long and loyal friendship give. Your presence was a light and joy, we never realised someday so soon it would end, just like the brilliant falling star, that curved around heavens bend.

Jodie Pool (Close Friend) February 27, 2009

RIP Jimmy Ray

Hey baby girl

I cant believe so much happened yesterday :-( I keep breaking down every 5mins cause thats 2 of my close mates gone in less than a year. The only comfort I have is knowing that he missed you and now he's up there with you. I know you'll look after each other, and probably laugh at the ridiculous amount of tears Im sheading, cause i know neither of you would want me to be like this... but i cant help it. I just miss you so much and the thought of Jimmy Ray being taken away aswell... is just too much to bare right now.

Ray is holding it together pretty well. I cant believe he's lost his best mate and girlfriend all in one year. You, Jimmy Ray and Ray are such good people.. none of you deserve to go through any of this. I wish I could take away the pain you had babe, sooo much! We'd both give anything to have you back in our lives and we talk about you all the time and laugh at the good things :0) We went to tesco last week and i was telling him about the kids chairs we bought when we were on a hyper one, cause they were cute and pretty. haha remember steven's face when we got back to the flat with them?! We used to have sooo much fun Gem.. I dont know how ive got through nearly a year without you.

I can only imagine that you were at those pearly gates to meet Jimmy when he left us.. probably saying 'what the hell are you doing here?' either that or 'Ive been waiting for you' showing him that beautiful smile :0)
Why does everything have to be so tough? why is life so mean? why do bad things happen to good people? Your both so young, you shouldnt be gone yet gem!!! I know you'll make him feel welcome and show him the ropes, bet you've missed him too! I hope you both look after each other and know that we're thinking of you always.

Love you both so much
Rest in Peace Angels
xxxxx Rhiannon xxxxxx

Rhiannon Davies (Best Friend) February 26, 2009

Tribute Is For This Weekend


Candles Might Not Be Lit Until Monday Next Week It's My Birthday On Saturday So I Will Be Missing Christopher Even More Than Usual... Bless Him X


Grief Is Like A River

My grief is like a river,
I have to let it flow,
But I myself determine
Just where the banks will go.

Some days the current takes me
In waves of guilt and pain,
But there are always quiet pools
Where I can rest again.

I crash on rocks of anger;
My faith seems faint indeed,
But there are other swimmers
Who know that what I need

Are loving hands to hold me
When the waters are too swift,
And someone kind to listen
When I just seem to drift.

Grief's river is a process
Of relinquishing the past.
By swimming in hope's channels,
I'll reach the shore at last.



If I Knew


If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
And pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
So I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
So I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
To make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance
To make everything just right.

There will always be another day
To say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say
Our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
And that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.

Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday

Marie-Angela Rowe February 26, 2009

Broken

Aww gem i been knocked down so much lately and all thats in my thoughts are u and my bamps i need u both back to give me strength to carry on, because at the mo i dont have any hope what so ever. Things are so tough baby girl. I know you would know what i should do if you was able to talk to me but your not here and i dont no what to do gem. Id give anything to be able to see u and my bamps one last time absolutely anything. I just need an idea of something that will give me a lil uumph im clueless i dont know what. Everytime i write to you on here all i think about is the last time we spoke and it hurts so much. Im fightin back the tears writing this. I guess if i knew you was happier where you are now id be ok but i dont know that noone does and noone ever will. I always see u spying on everyone at night hun the brightest star in the sky. Love and memories forever angel. Rest peacefully gem, bamps and your bamps nos da xxxxxxxxxx

Jodie Pool (Close Friend) February 24, 2009

Goodbye x

There's sadness in my family
It's growing day by day
because we've lost our daughter
She left and went away!

The build up is a constant
It stirs deep down inside
You think that you can hide it
It's a vortex you can't hide!

A spiral of depression
For a love you had that's gone
Our daughter's dead, it's over
But our sadness carries on!

The saddness is forever
No escape
No respite here
All we have are memories
Of a love we held so dear!

Goodbye my sleeping Angel
With love I set you free
Until one day i see your face
In our eternity!

Diane Shallis (Mum) February 22, 2009

Need you back Gem =[ xxxxxxxxx

Jodie Pool (Close Friend) February 21, 2009

I hate this...

Please come fix me Gem. I miss you

xxxxx

Rhiannon Davies (Best Friend) February 20, 2009