Gemma LOUISE Shallis

Dear God

I think you have some things that belong to me
You took them by mistake
They wernt meant to leave just yet
They were meant to stay for a while longer
You can send them back now
Because I cant live without them
I know you think they are special
But so do I
So please see it in your heart
To return my loved ones
Because I cant survive without them
And I cant wait any longer
To be reunited
With
My Daughter
And my Dad
All my Love
Diane
xxxxx

Diane Shallis (Mum) January 31, 2009

This Tribute Is For This Weekend

Candles will be lit as usual on Sunday for Monday

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An angel in the book of life
Wrote down our baby’s birth
She whispered as she closed the book
"Too beautiful for earth."

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You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...

For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!

However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet loved one, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...

Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.

We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.

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If Heaven Had A Phone

I cannot dial your number,
I can't get through to you,
I called the operator,
She did all that she could do.

There is no code for heaven,
I cannot place the call,
No numbers left to call,
I reckon I've tried them all.

If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
If heaven had a phone,
There's things I want to say.

To tell you that I love you,
And miss you every day,
How much I prayed to god,
That he could let you stay.

If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
If heaven had a phone,
I'd hear your voice, know you're okay,

I just want to speak to heaven,
Please do you have a direct line,
Operator says no number,
But your loved one is doing fine.

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God looked around his garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon this earth
And saw your tired face

He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God’s garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again

He saw that the road was getting rough
And the hills are hard to climb
So he closed your weary eyelids
And whispered, “Peace be thine”

It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn’t go alone
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home

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Thoughts Today Memories Forever

Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday

Marie-Angela Rowe January 29, 2009

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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
P.S. God sends His Love
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Carol Gerry X Spud January 29, 2009

always

Missing you angel. everyday
Life gets sooo tough without you.. really want a gemma hug right now.
xxxxxx

Rhiannon Davies (Best Friend) January 28, 2009

Love u gem x

Heey sweety sorry i havnt written on here in a while just had alot going on and thinking about alot of things. Life sucks for me at the mo sweety and i know if you were here you would have helped me get threw it cause thats the person that you were and still are caring! I hope your still smiling your head off up there honey and showing all the other angels how its done. I always see the brightest star at night i know thats you that shines brighter than all the rest and twinkles non-stop. Id give anything to be able to see you again hun but i know anything i say or do will not bring you back. We had plans baby girl for when i come back from ozzy we was gonna go out thats the last thing we spoke about :( you sounded so up for it that was on the wednesday night that we spoke then i found out sat morning what had happened i spoke to gareth i told him. I cant move on yet gem after loosing my bamps aswell all these bad things happening its like a nightmare all over again that i cant wake up from. Im finding it hard to move on at the mo but i know i will eventually untill then i just gotta try and hold my head up high and fight back the tears. Sweet dreams angel always thinking about you xxxxxxx

Jodie Pool (Close Friend) January 27, 2009

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I Wish I Could See You One More Time
Come Walking Through My Door
But, I Know That Is Impossible
I Will Hear Your Voice No More
I Know You Can Feel My Tears
And You Don’t Want Me To Cry
Yet, My Heart Is Broken
Because I Can’t Understand Why
Someone So Precious Had To Die
I Pray That God Will Give Me Strength
And Somehow Get Me Through
As I Struggle With This Heartache
That Was Caused By Losing You

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Carol Gerry X Spud January 23, 2009

This Tribute Is For This Weekend

Candles Will Be Lit Again As Usual For Monday


LITTLE ANGELS

When God calls little children
To dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question
The wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares
With the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world
Seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
The aged to His fold.
So He picks a rosebud
Before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them
And so He takes but few
To make the land of heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult,
Still somehow we must try.
The saddest word that mankind knows
Will always be 'goodbye'.
So when a little child departs,
We who are left behind
Must realise God loves children
Angels are hard to find.

If roses grow in heaven,
Lord Please pick one for me.
Place it in my Loved ones hand
And tell them it's from me.
Tell them that I love them
And when they turn to smile,
Place a kiss upon their cheek
And hold them for a while.
Remembering them is easy,
I do it every day.
But there's an ache within my heart
That will never go away.



I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.

Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?

We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.

So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.



If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.

But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.

Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum

Marie-Angela Rowe January 23, 2009

Just saying hey x

Hiyaa sweety just checking in to say hey was looking up at the sky last night i seen u spying on me you stood out from all the rest of the stars, i find it hard to think what to write on here sometimes i just keep repeating myself. Am i being unfair when i say i want you back. A part of me feels that i am because you were suffering a pain in silence i want you back but not suffer pain i want you back to see your pretty face smile hear your laugh want you back for all of us your family everyone who had the pleasure of knowing you gem. Oh Gem life sucks sweety whats a girl to do aye? Always thinking of you baby girl forever in my heart and mind ni nite angel to you and my grandad xxxxxxxxx

Jodie Pool (Close Friend) January 21, 2009

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Gem.
Ive just read what your mum wrote.. and every bit of what she said is too true. For months Ive tried to describe what it is Im feeling. But your mum has just taken every word out of my mouth.. and I can only imagine how much worse it is for her and your family.

There are sooo many questions that we ask everyday, and I hate that we'll never get them answered. I wish you knew how hard it is just to breathe and get through one day without you Gem. Knowing your not around to talk to anymore makes life so grim, knowing we cant see your smile or even hear your laugh.. the feeling is suffocating.

You've given me so much Gem, from the day i met you you've always been there for me.. to talk to, to cry on and to laugh with.. and now you've given me one more thing to be thankful for. Although, I still dont know how I feel about this situation. We both love you so so so much Gemma and I know if I had to choose between him or having you back, I'd choose you a million times over. I love him but I'd give ANYTHING to have you back.. even for a day.

I know how much you love you him and how much he meant to you Gem. If it wasnt for you, I wouldnt have the chance feel the way you did about him. I promise I'll never hurt him hun, I promise I'll always be faithful and be the best I can for him. No one can ever replace you sweetheart and dont think you're ever going to be forgottten.. because you wont!! I love you so so much and I miss you more everyday. Gonna come and bring you flowers next week hunni, need some Gem & Rhi time.

Hope your still watching over us all and can see how hard life is without you. Missing you always baby girl.

All my love, hugs and kisses
Rhiannon xxx sweetdreams angel xxx

Rhiannon Davies (Best Friend) January 20, 2009

Empty

Gem everytime i take one step forward i get knocked back two its not fair lifes not fair. We had plans gem we always talked about going on a holiday to australia i was over there when i found out what you had done :( i havnt gone back there since i dont think i can or ever will. Looking at all your pictures your smile your beautiful gem you had so much to live for. To this day i still cant get my head around why? I dont think anybody will. There must have been some black cloud that was following you that made you feel the sadness that you decided enough was enough. You had so many people here for you who could have gotten you threw the black hole i only wish you realised that before you done it. Seeing you smile in your pictures you looked so happy noone would ever have known you were feeling sadness you should have said something to somebody your family or friends anybody we would have helped you noone likes to see a loved one suffer. Why didnt you say anything gem? Im asking these questions that im not going to get any answers to do you know how frustrating that is? Where ever you are now beautiful i hope your flying free and happier. I know your always watching over everyone everytime i look up at the sky and see the stars theres always one star thats brighter than all the rest thats you twinkling away beautifully. My bamps is up there with you and your grandad hope your all looking after each other. Your always be in my heart sweety. Goodnight gemmalou sweet dreams baby girl xxxxxxxxxxxx

Jodie Pool (Close Friend) January 18, 2009